Angels or Devils

Another year had gone by now its 2010
valentines day is coming
reminded me of you.
that day when we sat and ate
in the dark but faint candle lights
it was the most romantic dinner i ever had
i fell in love with you.
youre the best girl i ever had.
but i was too afraid to tell you
i was too afraid to show you

im stupid
now, everything has change u barely wanna talk to me.
i cant do anything anymore
except to close my eyes to remind myself
of the evening
we spent together.

ainun nissak.

they say a red rose is the symbol of love.
However, to me,you represent love
that why i never ever gave u a rose before

hahah man its been like how many weeks since i last updated siaaa... hahah errmmm alot things have happened how i wish i could blog them all but rite now . im doing some soul searching . see u guys soon aite. meanwhile, u guys can go this website to release ur stress
www.addictinggames.com

i tried to be philosophical but no one believed in me
re-shuffle. if we cant beat them, join them motha fuckas!
i guess i have to lie more , now..
god pls forgive me for my sins.


schoool is a chore.
but i gotta score this sem with the fear of losing my head if i dont.

current commitments in my life right now are only
-school
-werk
-soccer for club
-soccer for sch (soon)
thats quite hard to juggle.
but i know myself better than anyone else
that i can do it!

just got back from an appreciation dinner. haah had a lousy 8 course dinner which was soooo
terrible!haha worst of all i wasnt even a quarter fulll man! such a pig.aha
dun even get me started with school! omg it was damm boring! omg! hahaha
i wore nice nice for nothing! sheesh! haahah but nvm school is a place to study
not to play around like small kids! haha but the irony is that i got gang banged by 4 of my class mates
fucking COWARDS!! HAAHHAHA go eat shit!! haahahahahah
aiyer. tmr is another dreadful day...ending at SIX O CLOCK THEN HAVE TO RUSH TO SPORTS SCHOOL FOR A GAME



its disgusting on how i always hit the bullseye on this kind of things
liar,cheater.
youll know when u see one... just keep asking alot of qs and they will crack and tell u the whole truth
so predictable so typical. didnt know why u make such a big fuss out of the truth
regret? well everyone will definitely live their lifes regretting some stuff that they had done b4 .mine is probably her.
thats where we learn :)

ive deleted the previous comment cause farhana!!! complained that it was too emo! haaha
hell yea it was!

well in life, i believe theree are three things tat may describe your character as a whole.
 u are either
a pessimist
an optimist
or a realist.

those three adjectives tells alot about a person
well ive been trying to figure out which one am i
but i cant seem to find out which!
it irritates me sooooooooo much!
but readers, which are u? ;)

Gave up on women for the time being. haha
another year without them.
need someone to stick with.

i need someone to hug.
too

fat people ( )
hahah  fat fat fat  there are fats everywhere
dun understand how  fat girls can get a bf...
isit because of money? lust? that they offer?
call me jealous .. but seriously i dun envy. fat people.
who does?
fat people.
fat people song
oh babyyy why u so fat
because i eatt eat eatt

oh baby why u soo fattt?
hang on. i wanna eattttt

oh baby why u soo faattt?
gosh im so hungryyy

oh baby why u sooo fatttt?
aunty two big mac

oh baby why u soo fat?
aunty two large fries

oh baby why u soo fat.?
two layers of clothes everytime

oh baby why u soo fat?
when i run i pull my shirt
so people wont see my fats


oh baby why u sooo fattt
i take picture close close so ppl wont know
im fatttttt

oh baby why u soo fat?
not fat at all la~

oh baby why u sooo fattt
i take picture close close so ppl wont know
im fatttttt


( please dun get mad im referrirng to only one girl and its not u readers)

everybody wants to work
work i need to work.
mama been complaining "no money."
dad wont be at home often
even for hari raya..
he's in camp for 6 mths.
work i need to work.
i need to save a for license
if possible motocycle.
work i need to work.
my leg is still bleeding.
its hurting i dont know why
house too quiet dad not at home.
i gotta be more disciplined.
i gotta create lesser problems for my mum
work i need to work


Im the only man they got right now.
grow up

life
most are born to this world lucky..
others are born without a leg,hands or maybe a couple of fingers extra.
they live a hard misreable life of getting through their everyday life,
trying to sleep may even be a problem to some of them.
but with these little setbacks that they have in life, it makes them more appreciative of the life that they have
they try to smile, to laugh,fighting to hold on. even though they know that eventually very well that they are fighting a losing battle.
cause society dont accept them . people stare at them like they are some freak.


Yet those who are fortunately lucky.
they take things for granted; complaining,whining,procastinating with every chance they get to
the disabled are much stronger than the abled


thats one of the few irony of life.



simona i know ure stonger than this .
come on